at 6am when you’re waking to go to work, to school, or whatever road life takes you on, and when you didn’t sleep well, your hair is a mess, and your eyes are sleepy.
at 8am when we say goodbye for the day and you’re rushing out the door with a cup of tea and your car keys in the other hand.
at 5pm when you’re exhausted from the day and people have worn you out and you feel like crying, and falling asleep and escaping from everything. I will kiss your forehead, and wrap myself in your arms.
at 10pm when you’re heading to bed, even though you won’t sleep for hours. Especially when we become a human knot wrapped up in sheets and kisses.
at 3am when loneliness and sadness do not destroy you, but consume you and when you weep without an explanation, I’ll kiss your lips softly and tell you you’re the absolute best and that things will be better soon
I will love you when you grow old, and I will love you after that. I will love you if I’m no longer here. I will love you, I will love you, and I will love you.”—I Promise To Love You Forever (via iamcharliesangel)
Yesterday got to sleep with my boo. We were so comfy. Notice I am sort of buzzing it so this may not make any sense. I was so so comfy even if he got most of the bed space and stole my pillow from me. Sucked having to get ready for work and not being able to stay with him sleeping. So sad. And tonight we drank with his family and cousins and it was really cool. I drank two full wine glasses of Stella rosa white wine and some other drink with squirt and tequila I wanna say. All this with a empty stomach.
Also. I was sad a while ago cause I didn’t get to buy tickets to see HOZIER live and my radio station is giving tickets for a private performance. I texted them key words so many times and hopefully I win. Fingers crossed.
I am laughing and smiling thinking about Alex. When we were drinking tonight, a song came out and I said HEY I WANT TO HEAR THAT SONG. This song alex sang to me back before he asked me out. It’s a Spanish song basically saying I love it when you stand on my toes to kiss my lips how your natural beauty is everything how don’t feel you gotta wear high heels or makeup or do your hair all nice how I love it most when you stand on my feet and kiss my lips. Awwwww. And I couldn’t stop staring at Alex. I was just smiling and smiling. I love him so much.
And today we were at my house from 3-6 and just relaxing. He was playing video games as I cleaned house. Hello, OCD. And he’s working out daily (running) so he left as I cleaned and I said bye and gave him a kiss and wished him good luck and when he left, i stood there about a minute after he left. I smiled very big and thought “This is really nice”. Having our routines and having a sneak peak of our future. I really enjoyed it.
So here’s a list of things i am happy/excited for.
+I applied for a part time teller position at Bank of America (more like same position at different locations. Like 12 locations) and I got a call back Tuesday about a available position and they asked if I was interested, I said of course and got a group interview on Thursday (today) and I think it went well. I participated and showed my personality and fingers crossed I get a call back for a second interview. I should get notice within a week in a half. So fingers crossed.
+I get paid tomorrow and it’s Friday.
+I’ve been pretty consistent with doing exercise with Alex and it feels good.
+Still super excited and happy about seeing twenty one pilots.
+I’m watching a lot of good shows right now and I’m happy with them but I’m so so excited “Once upon a time” is back and “Doctor Who” and “Walking dead”. Can’t wait for Sunday 😭